was just listening to my window media player, and a random song popped up. I just felt, a sense of longing. I dont know if thats the correct word. And everything just kept swirling around in my mind. I was just doing things blindly last time and everything seemed smooth, well, that was till something happened. I wanna know whether if its real, I NEED AN ANSWER. Even my drum teacher told me to find a new place, i mean like, he is my DRUM teacher. But he actually took 5 minutes talking to me about it. I am grateful to him. At least i know i am not just his every thursday 4.30pm drum student, at least i know he cares. But its just easier said than done. I need someone to show me if this is real. TELL ME IF ITS REAL.