hi, i am posting. rare? i think it is. You know, i seriously think that i should have left that freaking place much earlier. I've realised so much more on how blind or how ignorant i was. You hurt your friends around you, your families , without you realising it as if you were blindfolded. You even neglect your studies, which i am trying to buck up on it right now. After an incident happened today, it made me realise how f up those people really were. Seriously, i ask myself now. Why was i so dumb? Life aint THAT great which everyone (including a particularly huge group of people in this world) tells me that life has a purpose, a meaning. If there is, tell me mine.